loving the slog

Susan Wise Bauer on cooking, writing and glamor:

Cooking, I think, must be like writing. You do the same thing day, after day, after day, after day. You’d better enjoy it for itself, not for the rewards. There are certainly high points, and of course we all look forward to them… Occasionally I get to go to book parties, or swan around New York in a really nice dress, and you’d better believe I enjoy it. But there’s no way that those very occasional rewards make the day-to-day slog worthwhile.

SO true. I talked a few months ago about how I took the summer off from writing to  get back to my love of creating stories, instead of yearning for validation/publication/a readership. Because, much as it is thrilling (or so I imagine :D ) to get The Call (from an agent or editor), to see your book cover for the first time, to find your book in a real-life bookstore, or receive fan mail, those moments are few and far between. For some of us, they haven’t even come yet.

Thank goodness I love writing for its own sake. Otherwise I’d be miserable or have given up a long time ago.

Speaking of slogging, I’m 4.5 K words into Rainbird. I think I can wrap it up in two or three scenes, but I have a tendency to underestimate that sort of thing anyway.

third day of nano

And D. is doing great so far. He’s on target and chugging right along, in spite of the fact that we’ve been doing a lot of painting (walls, floors, trim, random cubby areas). A cheer for my brave husband!

As for me, well, I’m just getting back into a routine that was thrown off by two weeks of a bathroom remodel, an emergency furnace replacement (gah!), family visit, Halloween, and the time change (*yawn*! my body wants to go to bed early but sleep in late–how does that work??).

One of the things that I’ve learned about myself is that I’m solidly a creature of habit. Even small changes can derail me, and unfortunately–because it doesn’t jump up and down screaming to be fed–writing is one of the first things to go out the window.

But now I’m back on track, with nearly 3K words on Rainbird, the unexpected appearance of a negligent mother, a threat of exposure and thickening sabotage. I foresee an explosion in Rainbird’s future. Is it so wrong for me to feel happy about that?